The BitterSweet Life Of Mine

The DAY is here again!

2011-06-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone.
I am so sorry for not blogging since like forever.
Well, in approximately less than 5 hours. I am officially turning 20.
I wished I don't turn 20 somehow but I know age is just a number.

I hope I have a great one.
It is gonna be like last year where this ONE person will not wish me.
But now, I know that it is okay cause we won't be talking for a really really long time.
I don't give a damn anymore. It's not my fucking loss.
Okay, I haven't got anything planned out yet. I am not sure whether I wanna do the show on Saturday morning.
Cause well. Tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY and if I am gonna sleep in for my show the next day from 2am till 6am.
It's gonna suck so bad.

Well. I am up for bashing? I mean, like you can throw me in a swimming pool.
I wouldn't mind being bashed or bullied for my birthday.
Who's kidnapping me? Please let me know. LOLOLOL
I love you all and will be back blogging soon cause I got photos and all ready for blogging.
Cheers for a better year, better things..better opportunities..and an awesome life.
Happy Birthday to me!

I Am Here To Say, I'll Be Back Blogging Soon!

2011-05-16T03:12:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

Hi! How are you all doing?
I am great but I am just so busy and being such a lazy ass to come over and blog.
It's not like I have lost interest in blogging..
I have so much to blog about but I can't find the time...

Schedule is a little hectic with getting to work at 2am and getting off at 6am..
Just because I am a newbie...and I need a lot of practice...
I learned so much since the beginning of this year...
Yet, I know what I want to do when I go back to college but...
I still don't know what I really WANT in life and..I don't know where I stand for now...

One minute, you think you know everything...
The next minute you think you're not ready for a change...
There's always something holding me back...but sometimes you just gotta do whatcha gotta do!

I came here, to say that this blog is NOT DEAD!
Will bring it to life real soon! So, do visit every now and then..
I am sure I will be updating on my life...

And yeah..any questions..just head on to my Formspring or Tumblr...to post your questions...
You can ask me anything...Haha
I really wanna thank everyone for dropping by my blog..
Though I have not updated it since January this year...
I wouldn't be blogging if it wasn't for you readers :)
I gotta go now! It's late. Will be back soon!

Loads of love,

Niesha

Hello!!!

2011-01-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!!
Sorry I have been abandoning my blog for quite some time.
I have been pretty busy lately and of course so lazy to update my blog.

But I promise that I will come back real soon to blog about my life.
This time I think it will be something more fun.
And I would also like to have a recap on Year 2010.

At the mean time, do visit my links below.
Although I don't update regularly.
Or just add me up on Facebook. The link is just on the right side panel.
But, I don't add just anyone and of course I consider everyone for sure.
Leave me a message if you think we know each other. Lol

P.S Computer is back to live! Thanks Eugene and Uncle Lim for the check-up.
P.S Stay tuned for great news.

Tumblr (Random things I like or even things that are going through my mind) Click Here
Twitter (Daily Happenings) Click Here
Formspring (Ask me anything in the world and keep 'em questions coming...Haha) It hasn't been active for such a long time... Click Here

Justin Bieber.

2011-01-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog about this for so long but I didn't have the time.
Yes. I am talking about Justin Bieber.
The world's most famous teenager now.
16 years old and making it big around the world.

Courtesy of VF.COM

You guys must be wondering why am I blogging about him.
Well, it's because I am here to let you guys know that he's such a talented young artist.
And he should be given a chance like any other artists in the industry.

“Justin has Beatles hair, the lovability of Michael Jackson and the talent of Elvis Presley

- LA Reid

If someone like LA Reid can say something like that about JB. What others would say right?
He was discovered by none other than Usher (I went for his concert in KL too).
Usher is such an amazing artist himself. You can read about him in one of my last year's post about his concert.
If Justin Bieber is not talented, why on earth is Justin Timberlake and Usher wanting to sign him up as soon as possible?
Which resulted in JB choosing Usher over JT.
Seriously, I am not a die-hard fan of JB. I think he's charming and all.
But for me talent comes first but if you have both then it's a BONUS.

He will definitely inspire people out there to follow their dreams just like he did.
It would be really awesome if I could catch him live too.
His songs are really catchy.
He composed and wrote "Pray" and it was a good song.
To me, it's really great to see him give back to people in need.

Last night, I found out that Justin Bieber is going to perform in Malaysia.
Kuala Lumpur to be exact on the 21st April 2011.
Venue is yet to be announced.
Well, I am definitely going for real.
I see people saying lines like...
"Yuck. Pukable"
"Is there a dislike button somewhere?"
"We would like to have Paramore to be here again not JB or other artist who are still climbing the ladder to reach puberty"
"JB is a fag"
"Hate that Justin Bieber GAY"

Well, I only have one line for you guys.
Haters gonna hate!
If you hate or dislike him so much, why are you wasting your damn time telling the whole world about it. Might as well shut up because there are more people who likes him that overclouds you haters out there.
He's making money every second you haters talk bad about him. So yeah deal with it.
Yes, you guys have rights to say anything you want but think before talking.
Don't get why people have to hate on other people just cause they are being themselves and doing their own thing. Like wtf right.
Everybody is waiting for him to eff up =.=
He's just a guy doing what he loves, he has feelings and he deserve some respect.
Why do you even care if he hasn't reached puberty yet? You hate on a person because they haven't hit puberty yet? How pathetic can you people be?
I am standing up for people who have haters! No matter who they are or where they are.
Even Xia Xue the blogger, I think she's really nice. She has haters too. =.=
I like her because she blogs about things that happen in real life and she's straight forward about it.
There's definitely nothing wrong about that.

I don't want no JB HATERS on my blog next or my chatbox nor my comments page.
This is not a fan kinda thing.
It's just something I wanna stand up for.
Because to let you guys know there is nothing great about hating on a person.
Unless they are real bad people like backstabbers and stuff =/
So be nice to everyone. It will definitely make the world a more beautiful and peaceful place.

I would be grateful if you guys have questions to ask me to click on either one of the links below and post your questions there...Will answer once I received them. Thank you.
Click Here for Tumblr or Click Here for Formspring.
DO NOT spam my chatbox as it is spammed by some idiotic people as you can see on your right.
Naming themselves "Katy Perry" =.=
Katy Perry does not have time for this kinda things.

Computer is still on CRASHED MODE! =.=
Will get back to blogging more ME stuffs.
Haha.
Till then haters gonna keep on hatin' but I don't care.

CRASHED!

2011-01-02T19:42:00.000+08:00

Hey people!
I am really sorry for not updating my blog for so long.
It's New Year already.
Happy New Year everyone! Friends, passer by, foes, strangers, stalkers and basically everyone.

I have so much to say but so little time.
I promised I will be back blogging.
But the thing is, my computer with all my photos and stuffs inside crashed.
And it refused to even start up in Safe Mode.
It keeps restarting itself several times without entering the Welcome Page.
I have no idea how to deal with it.
But if you guys could help me with, would be grateful.
Haha. And I promise to start blogging after my computer has recovered.

Till then, have a great start to a new year.
I know I will.
You have to stay soon to know why I said so.
So, goodbye for now.

I Want The Old World Back.

2010-11-24T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone.
No pics for this post.
As I am having my M&M's, I am gonna blog.
Just gonna say what I have to say.
I find the world not like how it used to be back when I was a little girl.
Like the world might be in trouble somehow...I think...Save it while you can you know..
Everything seemed more normal back then than it is now.
I do get it that the world is evolving into something better but I don't seem to like it.
I absolutely love the new inventions and innovations and everything.
Somehow, people don't appreciate things these days. I am not talking about everyone, I mean SOME people.

Everyday on the streets of our beautiful city Kuala Lumpur.
Especially where tourists are to be seen around admiring our country.
What do I see? People.
People who do not have a home. A permanent home.
Mostly, they are men more than women.
There they are sprawling on the walking pavements.
Because they tend to get drunk everyday and live in their own "world".
They have no money to buy alcohol but I think people tend to give them money.
Intentionally for them go get themself FOOD but they just choose to get themselves moonshines.
If I were to help them, I'd rather buy them FOOD in order to stop them from doing drugs and alcohol.
Sometimes, shop owners nearby might just tinkle the police to come get them away from the streets.
Once in 5 days, I do see policemen around trying to take these people away.
But, they don't have a home to go to even after you release them.
I am sad to see our world in this condition. In life, everybody deserves a chance or two.
They are human just like a us. Nobody knows why they left home though.

Well, eventhough I am of mix parentaged.
I do love Malaysia and of course my second home would be Thailand.
Another beautiful country. Not many people migrate to Thailand.
I miss my grandma and relatives back there..and the FOOD and SHOPPING.
Next thing is, I am furious when I see foreigners (Burmese, Indonesians, Vietnamese) that shouldn't even be here are HERE.
They are not HERE as in to work but they look like they are HERE to stay.
More like dominating Malaysia. I don't hate these people. There are just too many of them in the country. More than half of them are in illegally.
Look at the public transports if you don't get what I mean.
Especially buses, even normal Malaysian citizens can't be found much on buses these days.
The whole bus is filled with foreigners. I feel like I am in Indonesia or Myanmar when I sit in the bus with a sea of them in it. Not so Malaysia. =.= Not to forget Africans too.
It's not like I dislike them but they are too friendly. Which Malaysians are not so used to.
They are after women everywhere they can. Not all but some.

Nostradamus, most of you guys might know him.
If you are into old history stuff. I am not but I am just well reading things and watching things on TV.
Well, he's a French physician that predicted that the world will end in the year 2012.
It's about a year plus left then. I don't know. Well, deep down inside..I feel like it's true.
Look around you, floods and all other natural phenomenons...
Don't you think it is just too much of them happening around the world?
People do anything in the world to get money...The earth might not withstand these things too long.
God made us and God can break us anytime. I feel bad I don't pray much these days.
I think I am turning into someone without a religion like a "free thinker" or something.
But no. I strongly believe in the existence of God.
I wished for things from God and yes it came true a couple of times.
This reminds me I have to visit the Thai Temple in PJ. I have to.

Life has been like ups and downs for me.
There are things I lose and things I gain on the way in life.
You might lose something when you wanna gain something right?
You can't get both at once."Like the greedy dog that saw another piece of meat in the reflection of itself in the water"..Always I know if I lose something, I gain something else regardless of whether it is good or not.
I have to accept it. Life is unfair and it is also like gambling. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
Life is really short. Everyone is leaving. You don't know when is your time.
It can be tomorrow, it can be today.
All you can do is live life as it is with no regrets. But well, I do have regrets in life.

Most people asked me, where's your boyfriend, do you have a boyfriend or why don't you have a boyfriend?
The answer is no. I don't have a boyfriend. NO. I am not a lesbian. Of course, I like boys.
Of course, every now and then you might fall for someone.
So do I. Well. I am single now. I don't know but I feel happy.
Eventhough, at the mean time..I do like a guy. I find him completely different from any other guys.
I am sad we are not talking and he is always busy but it's okay.
And I bet he doesn't read my blog.
Despite that, people will say oh, you're not like the Niesha we know. You're different now.
You're hot. Hello, I am Niesha. The little girl who used to ride bicycle dangerously extreme, collect Barbie dolls and Power Rangers toys and Lego..Playstation..and not to forget the extreme rollerskating around the neighbourhood every evening..that's gone but I am still me. Tiny and short but not easy to bully still. I wanna go back to rollerskating though. It's extreme I know. But it's awesome shit ass FUN. I started rollerskating with my neighbours and then soon after kids from other neighbours started rollerskating. See. I am a cool kid. My best friend Gloria was my rollerskating mate too.

How I wished I could turn back time again.
It's my childhood, I would love to go back in time for.
Nothing beats that. Nobody can hurt you.
Best friends are just a walk away. Being prioritized cause you're a kid.
Being a minor. Even if you do anything wrong, you're not gonna get blame for it cause you're a kid.
No Facebook. Just internet. Not much of it though. No cellphones.
Landlines are how we contact our friends.
Kids these days are SPOILED BRATS whether you like this statement or not you have to AGREE with me.

I don't know. These are things I need to let out.
Maybe nobody will listen when I say things seriously...
There's been a lot in my mind. I still feel bad after I recovered from a BAD FEVER.
Like this pain in my head...my jaw...my face cheekbones...
I woke up one morning with all these pains on my face like my other side was in a fight when I was asleep.
Need to sleep now though. It's been quite some time since I really got my beauty sleep.
I know this post is not much but it's something I wanna talk about.
DJ interview in just a day. Nervous as hell but what the hell. I am gonna make the panel LOVE ME.
I hope I nail this man. I want this so bad. Wish me luck guys!
Thanks for reading my blog everyone.
And don't forget, go ask me questions on my Formspring. Click Here!

I would catch a grenade for ya.

50th Post!

2010-11-07T23:41:00.050+08:00

Alright. This my 50th Post.
I will fill this with some crazy ass stuff maybe not so crazy..
First up...Some updates about me.

I have dyed my hair Marshmallow Brown of Liese.

Got Sheena to get it for me from Singapore.

Oh. I love the color.
And no I did not curled my hair.
It's natural. I know you guys would kill to have my hair. Lol

The Deutschland tee I got.
I couldn't get a jersey so I got this instead.
More feminine. XD

I am a big fan of the German Footballers and Man Utd.
Yes. I am a girl who watches football matches.

My new profile picture for Facebook.

I am exotically beautiful because of my parents and my grandparents. Hahaha

Mixed parentage is awesome but I always get people asking me "What are you?"...
Thai, Chinese, Indian.
Sometimes it makes me feel like I am an alien.

I think everybody is beautiful in their own way and you don't have to be of mixed parentage to be beautiful.

It's your attitude that matters right?
When you like someone, appearance does not matter.
Most important is the heart.
So far, only one boy said this to me.
I think he knows who he is...not sure whether he reads my blog.

Sheena and I turned into Milo Ice Queens. Lol.

Just because we love the Iced Milo in Ibrahim Maju.

It's so chocolaty!

Sheena the Artist! Look at her Iphone cover.

Creative stuff.

I made Oreo Truffles.

Cause I just wanna know what does it tastes like. Lol

I drink fruit beer alone every weekend or whenever I feel like it.

But wait, this drink is non-alcoholic.

But it tastes just like beer just without alcohol.

My latest pic with Nikki.

She's 2 years now since I got her.
I hope she don't grow. I can't carry her with one hand now.
I used to play with her like a Superman doll or something. Lol
Cause I love carrying her in the air with one hand and say "I can fly!!".
I am just insane. Haha

Me and sis.
We are NOT twins!

The side of me. =)
Sheena loves pictures of myself taken from this angle.

And CRAZY ASS BOWLING NIGHT!

Sheena.Angeline.ZY.Kevin.Me

Our funny colorful bowling shoes!

Random pic.

Kev.Me.Angeline.Sheena

Sasha a.k.a Niesha(Me)

Fazz a.k.a Kevin

Hawt a.k.a Sheena

Angie a.k.a Angeline

CPT4 a.k.a ZY

ZY and Me.

Sheena: Niesha! Open your eyes!

There you go. Hahaha

Damn Kev. Look at his score. Now, you guys can see how I suck at bowling... Lol

Us again.

WE ARE SCIENTISTS BY MIDNIGHT. LOL

We attempted to make fireballs to be held in our hands without feeling the heat and burns.

Sounds amazing huh?..

We are just the craziest teenagers.

Sheena and ZY(The Nerd)

One fireball.

The pretty scientist. Hehehe

That's a Butane Spray in my hand.

Two fireballs.

That's Sheena's long legs and my sneaky face.

The fireballs lighted out. So we started burning other things. Lol

Trying to find a solution for the problems.
They looked super serious. Hehehe

Then we started burning random things we could find.

We also sprayed them with Strawberry Shortcake Mist Spray. @.@

We made a mess so we had to clean up.

From making fireballs to burning things around us.

We're just scientists in the making. Lol

My 19th Birthday Celebration!

2010-11-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hahaha.
Glad to be back blogging after abandoning this blog for quite some time.
I'll be blogging about my 19th Birthday which is awesome, 1st celebration with family and 2nd celebration with friends.
So, I hope this would make up for not blogging in such a long time. Enjoy.

1st Celebration with Family.
Dinner at Papa John's and Cake Cutting Session.

Mom and sis.

Enjoying my slice of pizza.

Dad and me.

My birthday cake.

My editing skills. Lol

Blowing them candles out! xD

Thanks daddy and mommy.

For the dinner and the cake.

Though the night of my birthday didn't went well.

Thanks to Sheena and Zhenyu for the Ramly.

Hanging out with me on my birthday.

2nd Celebration with Friends.

Dinner at Kitchen Creatures and Karaoke Session at Neways and also watching the Third Place Play-Off for the FIFA World Cup 2010. Germany VS Uruguay! Awesome match. 3 for the Germans and 2 for the Uruguayans. Well, as you all know. I love the German footballers. For them to lose at the Semi-Finals was such a heartbreak incident for me. Yeah, I cried and so did my besties. But they got the 3rd Place which was pretty much really good. Well, I said I MIGHT, I repeat MIGHT worship Paul the Octopus but I changed my mind and Paul is now dead. I bet it didn't saw his death coming. LOL. But anyways, I am sad Paul the Octopus will not be here to predict the Euro 2012. Much condolences to you Paul. You have been an extraordinary creature. =)

Off to pics from my 19th Birthday. It was 5 birthday celebrations in one night.
Mine (1st July), Gloria (3rd July), Jia Liang (10th July), Evonne (17th July) & Yang Ming (20th July).
Together with us are Sheena, Kevin, Kim Mun & Eugene. Casey could not make it. I was disappointed with him at that moment.

Me and Gloria!

She looks like Japanese girl. xD

I kinda dislike the lighting there cause it makes me yellow more than tan.

Spaghetti. Gloria and I had the same dish.

July Babies! Gloria and Evonne.

Isn't she pretty? Supreme Ruler of The Earth. Hehe

Cupcakes brought by Jia Liang. Another July Baby. But I don't have a photo of him.

You can check out the rest of the photos on Facebook.

Kevin and Gloria.

Credits to Sheena for this pic.

Sheena: Act cute!

Me: Ermmm...How to act cute?

LOL

Photo Credits to Yang Ming.

Photo Credits to YM.

The fabulous girls. xD Photo credits to YM. I don't have a pic of YM. Another July Baby.
You can see his pics on Facebook.

The crowns were from Jia Liang for the birthday girls.

Me and Eugene.

Tan chicas!!!

Give us the microphones!
We will bring the house down for you guys. LOL
We rapped Get Low by Lil' Jon "To the window..to the wall"...
We are the craziest awesome people...Hahaha

Booyaahh! xD

Thank you guys for celebrating together.
Really appreciate it.
I have been trying to blog for so long.
But I don't know.
The lazy feelings just filled me up and my photos are in bad lightings.
So I had to adjust them lightings.
It takes up my damn time.
Also, thank you so much everyone.
Besties, friends and everyone.
For the wishes on Facebook and text messages I received.
Thank you! Thank you!
Everyone of you made my day.
These are the only photos I have. Do check out the rest on my FB account.
Thanks for visiting my blog.
Just to let you guys know.
My Formspring account is dead.
Click Here to go over there and make it alive.
Ask me anything. Thank you! XD

I Ain't Pushing Up Daisies

2010-10-04T21:44:00.001+08:00

Well. Hello there everyone and dear blog readers.
Sorry for not being able to update for such a long time.

I have been so lifeless.
Didn't always got time to do anything or to even rest or sleep.
I have started taking my driving lessons now.
Soon, I will be able to drive myself out if possible. LOL
Don't ask why I am only taking my driving lessons after such a long time.

I will be updating my blog soon.
But definitely not tonight, as I need to get some sleep.
I have not been getting my beauty sleep for quite some time.

Well, anyways.
I came here to put up a blogpost to show that I ain't dead yet.
You can check me out on Facebook. Add me up there if you wanna be friends.
But, just to let you guys know I don't accept every single requests.
I am sorry but I will definitely consider everyone if I can.

I have daily updates on my Tumblr and you can ask me questions too and also Twitter.
As well as, I got myself a Formspring.
So, you guys can ask me anything in the world there but possible something appropriate. LOL

Well, go check out my page on those sites above.
Thanks for coming by my blog though I have not really start updating.
Appreciate all the passing by's and visits.
A post will be coming up soon so stay tuned.

It's been a month or so.

2010-08-29T17:39:00.001+08:00

Okay. Bonjour people.
I am back but I wasn't gone actually.
Lotsa of awesome stuff occured while I was away from here..
Was just busy or there were too many things I wanted to blog about.

What's awesome? USHER Live in KL.
Well. I won a pair of tickets.
So, I went with daddy...I should have went with one of my best girlfriends...
But I went with daddy instead...He's a fan of Usher too.
Errhemm..I couldn't go crazy or scream cause daddy was just next to me..LOL
I am guessing he would think "Why is my daughter acting like that?..."
Trust me, you'll never look good going crazy in front of your parents. =.=

I saw the contest on TV and I was like ermm..I will just submit my entry and see whether anything might happened..
LOL...Waited for days...
One fine day, I decided to check my email then...
BAM! Usher LIVE IN KL.
Congratulations! You have won a pair of tickets.
I was like WOW! *screams* *tinkled mom and dad*

The day arrived..
I was starving like hell before the concert started.
Told dad, it would be nice if I could have a set of McChicken...
It would ease my hunger pain.. =/
I stuffed my bag with my set of McChicken and guess what?
There was a sign saying no DIGITAL CAMERA & RECORDING DEVICES, UMBRELLA, FOOD!
According to them, there will be security bag check or something but there was nothing!
And it just had to be a picture of a burger and fries with a big X across it.

NO FEAR NIESHA! *told myself*
Smuggled my food in, and to my suprise...there were few stalls selling food and drinks outside the entrance of the doors in the stadium. So, dad and I headed on into the stadium.
Our seats was perfect I think. Not VVIP and not so far as well.

Just nice and right in the middle. :)
I was always on my feet almost throughout the whole concert singing along just like the rest of the crowd.
Dancing and shaking it to all the songs. LOL
Everyone in the stadium were on their feet but some weren't...including my daddy.
I asked him, "Dad, why don't you get up and dance?" LOL
So, dad said, "It's okay, I am fine sitting down". He was tapping his feet and singing along to the songs..HAHA..
Let's head on to the pics. Enuf said.

The view from my seat.

Mizz Nina was of the opening acts. The best opening act compared to the two first were BLEHH(all over the place). Mizz Nina was singing her hit song that featured Colby O' Donis. What You're Waiting For. =D And she's really pretty.

The ROCK ZONE. Yeah, RM400 - 500 for tickets and you have to stand. =.=

USHER is in the building ya'll! LOL

Spot him! In white.

The choreographies were awesome stuff!

If you noticed below in the picture, Usher is sweating it all out.

Well, there were towels prepared for him on stage..for..

You know to wipe his sweat off.. LOL

So, the first time he wiped his face and there was a girl from the VVIP front seat.

Was going crazy and screaming...She seemed like she wanted the towel that Usher just used to wipe his sweat off his face. LOL

Usher went like, " Do you want this?"

Girl was like, "Yeah... *screams* *hung towel around her neck*

Scene 2.

He was wiping himself again but now with a new towel. LOL

But, this time instead of just wiping his face, he wiped his armpits, abs and everything else. HAHA

There was another girl screaming up front for the towel he just wiped all over himself.

Usher went."You sure, you really want this?"

Girl, "yeah..."

"Took towel and threw it away" LOL

I was like WTF? But you wanted it. I think someone might have took it.

There was also this moment when he was singing one of his songs.

I think it was during "Nice & Slow"...

He took the microphone and laid it down like it was his lover...LOL

And he did some sexual movements...GOSH...!

All the girls in the stadium were screaming their lungs out... XD

I therefore, had a little grin on my face CAUSE my daddy was beside me

Daddy was like...well...laughing. LOL

An up-close shot of Usher.

OMG!

A shot during OMG.

U Remind Me. The screams weren't coming from me..HAHA

A super-short video of OMG.

The last short-video I took of OMG.

Well, overall the concert was well awesome.
Cause Usher is a very good dancer, singer and performer.
LOL
Plus, he's hot..which I cannot deny.
He sang a number of songs since it was his first-ever concert in Malaysia.
From Confessions, Nice & Slow, YEAH!!!, Burn, and U Got It Bad...
And a few others too.
I was a little surprised OMG was the closing performance for the concert.
It was really awesome and he got the crowd standing.
Usher, please come back for another performance here.
Overall. TWO thumbs up for him!

Alright, a blog post after such a long time being MIA.
Sorry guys.
Hope this post is well good enough to make up for being away.

I got myself a Tumblr and Formspring =)
So check out both my pages.
And ask me anything in the world you wanna ask there if you can't ask it here..
But no inappropriate questions please..Thank you.
HAHA.

One of my best friends I miss in Malacca!

2010-08-26T23:10:00.004+08:00

It's been a year or so.
And now, it's your birthday again.
I still remembered doing a special post for you last year.
And all the surprises and how difficult it was to get you back to your apartment and we also failed to try to push you into the swimming pool :) Missed those days with you guys. :(
Got to know him during Orientation back in my MMU days. LOL

This is who I am actually talking about.

CHRIS OOI aka PEPE!

Yeah, he's Chris Ooi!

My best friend from MMU.

Classmate as well...

To me he looks a little like a Japanese boy.

Tallest guy around I know there...LOL

Alright, he's like one of the sweetest and caring boys I know.
Was always there just like the rest of my besties.

Makes me laugh all the time with the help of Asmath, Bowen, Manvir and the rest.

Loves basketball and he goes for taekwondo. HAHA

One of the leng zais amongst my group of friends la...LOL

Hope your girlfriend doesn't kills me for saying this.

She knows me, she wouldn't do anything. :)

Another pic of him so you guys can see his face.

Trust me..He's fit for modeling.

Alright.

Most importantly is Happy 19th Birthday Chris!

Many more happy returns of the day.

I hope you will have a blast over there.

Stay hot and handsome too! LOL

May God shower blessings on you.

I am guessing you won't be partying hard this year.

Anyways, have a wonderful birthday.

Say hi to Lynn for me :)

Don't ask me how I got your pics.

They are put to good use now. HAHA

You said nak naik bas mari sini? Tak sampai-sampai pun? LOL

Miss you.

If you guys come down to KL, please call me.

I hope this is a wonderful way of wishing you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Just a short Birthday Post for Chris.
I will be back blogging soon.
Goodnight people.

Screw Paul The "Psychic" Octopus!

2010-07-07T01:57:00.001+08:00

Well..I saw Paul The so called "psychic" Octopus that predicts the winner of every game before the match. He predicted few wins and lost of Germany to Serbia. 0-1
But look. now he predicted that Germany will get their asses kicked by Spain.
Which I think is so not true.

By the way, Paul resides at the Sea Life Aquarium in Oberhauser in Germany that has caught the attention of people around the globe of the accurate predictions.
Not to worry Germany fans. Paul the "psychic" Octopus isn't so awesome or accurate after all.
Check this out. I found this interesting news about Paul the "psychic" Octopus.

Click on the links below to check out the news.

World Cup Octopus Victim of Fraud
Attention Seeker Octopus but it is not going to work with a photoshopped pic.

Paul The "PSYCHIC" Octopus Picks Spain Over Germany for FIFA 2010 Semi-Finals
Prediction went wrong for EURO CHAMPIONSHIP Finals back in 2008.
Even Julie Thellmann, my German bestie said he might be wrong this time again.

Dear Paul The "Psychic" Octopus,
I don't think your predictions are that accurate because I think if you are one psychic octopus. Some rich man would have adopted you from that Sea Life Aquarium in Oberhauser and make money out of you.

But, I might be wrong or right about not believing in your predictions.
So, if you are right about this prediction that Spain will beat Germany then I might worship you but if you are wrong then I guess the Sea Life Aquarium would sell YOU out for the Germans to enjoy YOU for a barbecue party to celebrate Germany's victory for the semi-finals.

Well, guys this is my opinion.
If there are any Spain supporters at my blog reading this. No offence people.
Alright. Goodnight.
I am not watching the match later on.
Not a fan of Holland nor Uruguay.

I AM GOING TO WATCH USHER TOMORROW.
Awesome blossom! Hope he's a good LIVE performer.

Deutschland!

2010-07-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Alright. Guys. Hello there!
Haha. Well, I have been like all over the place.
Busy almost every day. I get tired when I get home.
I can't even sit and blog.
Maybe for a few lines YES but not like one paragraph.
No wonder, I have lost quite a number of readers and passer's by.

I have been watching football matches and hanging out with best friends. =X
Yeah, I am a girl but I watch football.
I don't know but I find football awesome.
And I am a German supporter for years.

Ich Liebe Deutsch DUDES! LOL
That means I love German dudes! <3

Schweinsteiger! My fav!

Sheena's fav. Mertesacker!

Gloria's fav! Lahm! Such a cutie.

Well, I wore a Deutschland shirt yesterday night for the game.

I have not got pics from Sheena yet.

After I have got it from her.

I will then blog about it.

But last night was awesomely fun!

When German beat Argentina 4-0!

Sadly, Maradona was disappointed he can't run naked around the field.

But I don't wish to see that either.

Messi was good (football player of the year)..

But I think one of the German's should get football player of the year.

No offence Argentina fans out there.

Had an awesome night with the gang.

I just don't wanna play the "NEVER" again.

Some things should just be left unsaid.

PS: Upcoming posts..Birthday post! German-Argen Match Outing! Sabah Trip!

"Do do do your dirty words

Come out to play when you are hurt?
There's certain things that should be left unsaid.

I won't let you turn around,
I'll tell you now, I'm much too proud,
All you do is fill me up with doubt.
This time baby I'll be bulletproof"

Feliz Cumpleaños A Mí

2010-06-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

Well.
I was away last week for a trip to Kota Kinabalu.
Actually, it was my first trip there.
I find it superbly awesome.

Will upload pics soon.
It is late..
If I start blogging now, it will take hours to upload pictures as well as to finish my blogging.
As I have so much to say after a very long time.

So, well.
You can take a guess of my post title for tonight.
I wish I have an awesome day tomorrow.
Hope it will be better than last year..
But Sheena Liam did a great post for me!
I teared....I love her.
And also not to forget my ex-uni mates.
I kinda miss you guys too... =(
I don't wanna be emo now.
I kept thinking about people not appreciating me...
Looking back, I should not be soo nice to people..
If this is the result in the end...but hey...I have no regrets...
Because..it is just me..but I have to toughen up more now.
Alright, wishing for an awesome day.
Filled with surprises? I don't know. Maybe.
Out of nowhere someone would come and surprise me? HAHA
I gotta go now. I am soo sleepy.
Cause of that game I played with my besties last night resulting me in sleepy super late.
Now, I have to gain back my beauty sleeping hours again.
So, toast for a good day.

Now, I don't even care...

But...I guess it's over now.....

Getting bored of this.

2010-06-19T14:31:00.003+08:00

I was okay until one of my friend (bro) asked that guy about well...ME!
WTF? I thought it was all over and he wanted to ignore me after all...
Got a text message from bro and I got so farking upset and pissed....
Who wouldn't get pissed? Since when does the truth became a lie....
So, what I am a stalker now?!...Great! Thanks.

I mean I can't say anything much here...
As you know, this is my way of expressing my feelings.
One thing. I don't like to type out people's name on my blog.
I don't like to spoil my reputation and other people's reputation too.
Soft-hearted and being so nice to people is who I am.
In the end, when things don't seem to work out for any of us...
It's me the IDIOT that's waiting and me the one who's a stalker...
I can't get it why you are such an ass all of a sudden.
Why don't you just be a man and tell me personally!
Or if you're intimidated by me, just call if you don't have the heart to say it to my face.
I know you have your own reasons for not talking to me at the moment.
I don't seem to care much like I do before about you, I am just so pissed.

You think writing on my wall would do any better?
What the hell is "thing aren't it seems" about?
And removing the post on my wall?...
I really don't get you.
Seriously, I am bored of these boy.
If ignoring me makes your life better, go ahead.
I know I have done nothing wrong to you.
You said you love her, so go.
Why do you even bother writing on my wall about things aren't what it seems?
Maybe ending this tie between us would even be better for both of us...
This also means your friends I have been talking to...
Now, you pretended as if I never happened to you...
Remember, you ended this tie not me.

Awesome runner, you are really such an ass =/

My German Best Friend Julie Thellmann....

2010-06-08T21:19:00.001+08:00

My super super delayed post...Should have posted it up like 2 months.
That was how long Julie has left Malaysia.
Well...Hello there everybody...It's been centuries..I know. LOL... Nahh..Weeks maybe not centuries.
I might not be missed so much though. HAHA
I have been SUPER DUPER busy!

Went sight-seeing with my German bestie around KL.
The only time you see me roaming around Kuala Lumpur City Centre and some other famous places around Malaysia..taking photos. LOL
I just know about the places but after I grew up..I kinda like won't go there unless necessary.
Being such a bad citizen I know..

First, lemme introduce you to my German bestie, Julie Thellmann!! She is gorgeous and hot! =) Tall and pretty. Like a model too. She has beautiful eyes. Well, of course...Europeans.
She's 22..And she is SUPER nice..

Now, let the pics flow.

Waiting for mommy at the airport. =)

Outing with Besties & Julie.

I brought my besties to meet her.

Look. Awesome SHADES. Mine was so yesterday but pretty too.
It's my mom's Christian Dior from Singapore.

Sheena.. <3

Us girls.. =)

Sheena & Julie.

Julie & ME.

Julie.Me.Gloria.

Juice Works! Julie got thirsty.

Got Julie some Malaysian fruits to try.
Off to her place in Sunway.
And watched this movie named Forrest Gump.
Starred Tom Hanks.
Had pizzas.
It was a nice movie.
Then we went home.

Batu Caves, Selangor.

Monkayyy.. hehe

The light that shine through the hole above the cave. =)

It's a beautiful statue.

That horse really scared me..but yet I loved it.

The king's palace. So green and beautiful.

Pretty <3

KL Tower

Sister was participating in the Towerthon at KL Tower.

St. Johns from up there.

Hard Rock Cafe

Petronas Twin Towers from KL Tower.

Little sis and Julie.

The Moroccan runner and us sisters.

Some African runners, Moroccan runner, Julie and me.

The National Monument.

Me and Julie.

Mommy and Julie.

Far-Related Cousin's Wedding.

Super grand wedding.

We brought Julie there too.

It was held in the late evening twas the night.

To experience the Indian way of wedding.

Some superstar parents attended it too.

Way over a wedding I should say.

Nonetheless, food was really good.

Daddy and sis.
PS: She didn't dressed up cause she was after a run.

The dining area.

Some cousins, sis, Julie and me.

PS: Dress was given by Sheena Liam

Kugie cousie, Me and Julie.

Historical Land Malacca.

So cutee.. =)

St. Paul's Hill Church.

St. Paul's Hill Church

Julie.

I love this candid pic. It's more relaxed and natural.

On the stairs of The St. Paul's Hill Church

The DUTCH GRAVEYARD. It was so quiet and creepy.

The Malacca Fort.

Super exhausted.

Dataran Pahlawan.

On the Portuguese Ship.

Julie doing Sudoku.
She's good at math.
Dinner at PizzaHut.

After we're down from Malacca at night.

We went over to the Petronas Twin Towers.

She loves the towers.

So we went there to take photos.

From few angles. LOL

On the street near Avenue K.

A wedding again.

This time it was held in the morning.

This time it was a German and Indian that wedded.

The bride was so beautiful and the groom was handsome too.

Such a perfect couple.

But it was kinda long.

It was great for Julie as she got to meet other Germans and speak their language.

It was so pretty.

Most of the Germans that attended wore the indian costumes.

Sarees and the guys wore dhoti or kurtas.

I am so not sure about the guys clothing.

I come from mix parentaged. Not my fault. LOL

The wedding went good.

Food was from the same caterer as the previous wedding we attended.

But it wasn't that nice.

A different menu perhaps.

Outside the wedding hall.

The sad day.

Julie's Departure to Frankfurt, Germany.

I was so sad, I almost cried.

I got her a bar of chocolate and a goodbye card.

She absolutely loves chocolate.

The goodbye card and the bar of chocolate.

The message in the goodbye card.

Us at the KLIA airport.
Her flight was at the wee hours of the morning.

I missed her so much.

Well. She's now back in Germany.
Two months ago.
I miss her so much.
She's so super busy with university.
I should call her up one day.
Or she should come down here for the summer holidays.
So I can meet her brother.
Who looks just like the British Prince Harry.
Awesome.

Still Here When Everyone Else Are Moving On

2010-06-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hey there.
I am still up wanting to blog about my feelings.
Every single day, I see new things in people I like.
They were not like me, they forget and move on.
While I do not forget, but I certainly have to forgive.
It just kills me inside to see how I cannot make it work with that boy.
Not knowing whether it was my fault.
But I always do blame myself when my first love didn't worked.
So were the others.
For me, first love are so hard to forget.
Especially, when you see each other again.
It brings back so much feelings and even I am afraid to talk to him.
I guess he knows who he is because I know he reads my blog.
Eventhough, he doesn't answers me when I asked him.
Well, it crushes me when he's with a girl.
Even now, when I saw that.....if it's not true then why is it up there right?
Well..this is not a PRIVATE blog so, I cannot say much here.
I am not sure whether he knows that he was my first love...
That's why I keep myself busy, as I don't wanna think about these things.
I am still here....yeah...I totally missed the times when I had the falling in love feeling.
He went after me and I....It's just sad after all to just lose it.
Not knowing where it all went wrong.
I am kinda emo.
Goodnight.

I miss those times.

Just something to utter.

2010-05-31T22:56:00.000+08:00

I saw my first primary school crush.
Well, it brings back memories.
So weird but okay lah.
We still talked but quite shy.

Today was an off-day but gotta get my ass up early in the morning tomorrow.
Last week was awesome but really very super tiring and exhausting.
I had a great time meeting new people.
Thanks a million to the kakaks and abangs from UPM.
Yang tolong saya dengan banyak kerja admin.
They made me laughed my ass off til I teared.
Lotsa things to be done this week.
Goodnight World.
I promise a good update soon whenever I am free enough.
Check out my Tumblr.

BUSY DAYS AHEAD

2010-05-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

Well...I am gonna be super busy starting from tomorrow onwards.
Part of the committee of the 5th Malaysian Conference on Healthy Ageing.
Running the registrations starting from the break of dawn tomorrow.
Great! Speaking about my life.
Just wished people who will be there to help will not screw up my life or my job.
I am hoping for a great start tomorrow morning.
Good food perhaps. Maybe. The first impression from the hotel was not good.
Though they are listed as a 5-star hotel.

I had to pay double the price to dry clean my BAJU KEBAYA.
Cuz I wanted it earlier a day for the big event.
The green one I had used for becoming the MODEL of green house back in high school.
Wishing I could actually fit in it. PLEASE.
Tun Mahathir will be there and this conference is mostly attended by people related to the medicine field.
Well..been weeks I have been emo-ing like shit.
My besties know the reasons.
It happened AGAIN.

I will be blogging if I ever have the time these upcoming days.
Goodnight.

Love,

NIESHA

Awesome Runner is no longer mine.

I have been ignored even just by saying hello.

Great, a broken heart all over again just when I thought he was the ONE.

Now, he just went and like another girl.

I am left hanging on a thread here.

SICK IN BED

2010-05-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone.
I am still alive.
It's just that I've been super busy.
I have been sick in bed for days.

I hate this feeling.
When I am sick, I don't dress myself up.
I just wanna wear shorts and big sweaters.
Messy hair. Devouring medicines. Eating weird food.
People around me doesn't understand how does it feel being me.
The people around me are not my family but those outsiders.
Especially when I am having super duper HIGH FEVER!
I felt like my head is gonna come off my body.
My eyes were so watery and my eyeballs felt like popping out.
I felt soo cold. Not to mention I have low glucose level problems.
Well..until today I am still sick.
All I feel like doing was sleeping in bed.
I will update more when I am better and not busy.
That might be weeks but I will try.

For tonight, I guess. It's just here where I will stop.
I will post something on my Tumblr tonight.
Go have a look.

TUMBLR

Goodnight.
I miss my AWESOME RUNNER.

Happy Birthday Sheena Liam!

2010-05-07T00:16:00.004+08:00

First of all, Happy 19th Birthday Sheena!
Hope you have a great one....
She might be having a blast now with her collegemates somewhere.

Sheena & Me

During Christmas Mini Photoshoot. =)

Alright, she's Sheena Liam...

She's the tallest among my girlfriends...

Tan just like me but fairer...But she looks really pretty to me...

One of my best friends....One of the closest...
Just like a sister to me... =)

I knew her since we were 13 years old.

From that moment on, I knew we would be best friends.

She likes me and I like her too.

Many people from school might not like her...

But she's really a nice person....unlike what you people think of her...

They just don't know her enough to judge her..

She's the sweetest person around... =)

Sheena's so creative and she's a great artist as she can draw and paint so well...
She will also make a good scriptwriter...director...
She's always a good listener.

Always there for me...

We like TALL BOYS! Haha

I admire her a lot actually...

Her confidence, the way she acts and talks....

I would love to be her...

She's tall, gorgeous...pretty...brave...

But not BRAVE to go up to that guy she LIKES? LOL

Kidding darling Sheena....I am the brave one that didn't succeeded yet. LOL

I am sure he will like you...who would not like you? Tell me and I will BASH them up.

She has always been inviting me to her sleepover parties.

Always dressed and made me look like a beautiful DOLL..

She's so talented and outstanding...

Oh yeah, she inspired me to get a blog... =)

Because she is a great blogger.

She blogged about me for my birthday in a special post of hers.

It was beautiful and I felt touched..I cried!

Cuz I was all alone in Malacca without my best friends. =(

I just can't describe further.

But she's a girl with a big and great heart.

You don't have to worry, you will do well in the future.

Lastly, Happy Birthday again darling!

May all your wishes come true...

Stay gorgeous, pretty and sexy always!

I love you!

I hope you will love the gift that I got you.

Hope we will get wild and have a great time tonight. <3

Please don't cry when you see this.

Been a downer blogger...

2010-04-28T00:17:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone! Friends and foes. HAHA

I'm doing fine! Still alive, not dead yet.
Must be glad I still am alive...haha
Just gonna write down some stuff here before sleeping....

My little sis is back for semester break off her National Service.
And guess who got herself a boyfriend? Not me.
It's her. I'm soo happy for her actually for the first time.
Because the guy is not like the ex-bfs she used to date.
I AM SANGAT GEMBIRA. I HAVE TO blog it out here.
If she sees THIS, I AM SOO DEAD. Seriously....

Look, my sister has like kazillion bfs! LOL..Just joking...tak la sampai kazillion.
I'm still STUCK here.
Boys I like, will just never say YES!
Or their afraid to commit in a relationship.
I'll just wait la.....it's not hard I guess.
I am NOT DESPERATE. =X

Urgghhh...I dislike talking about relationship and boys.
Makes me all EMO thinking about it.
Will update la....a long post soon....
Gotta hit the sack already....SLEEPY..hehe

Too much!

2010-04-07T01:52:00.000+08:00

Well..yesterday I m so fucking angry with someone, not a friend but someone older.
I just don't wanna mention it out here cuz I will never know who comes by my blog everyday.
This person really pissed the hell out of me.
Such a forgetful person. Always nagging about every little thing that goes wrong. Can never work with things but wants things to work out the way she wants it. Can never ever adapt ownself with anything around themselves.

I just wished I will not be blamed for the mistake that happened yesterday.
Hopefully. God knows I'm right anyhow.
I met my kawan-kawan baik just now. Just the usual mamak and pasar malam.
Just a fun and laughter filled night. Not so loud as usual but funny. LOL

You know.
Saya really dislike it when people made things look funny when it supposed to be serious.
I mean I know sometimes, I say things I never mean to say.
But at least I don't think like you mister.
I don't even know why I liked you so much and I somehow know I wished I never even knew you.
Cuz my life would not be a quarter effed up.
Everytime when I do something nice, people don't actually appreciate me.
Sometimes, I try not to be nice, but it's not my nature to act that way.
So I failed in being mean!

OMG! I have not send out my surprise yet!

I HAVE to do it up SERIOUSLY!

Everything is like clashing together...

Alright, goodnight world.

Having an early jump start in hours to come.

Overloading

2010-04-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

I have to just post something and not leave this blog to rot. LOL

Visited little sister at her NS Campsite at Ulu Pari Aqua Village. Rembau, Negeri Sembilan.

She's said hi to everyone all the way from camp!

So much to say and so little time.
I'm overloaded with a lot to do.
Life has been just okay...
But I'm still crying over things every now and then..

Anyways, I have to go!

My bed is calling me...

Plus, I seriously have to finish my surprise and send it out...

Like real soon..

He must be waiting anxiously there...

I really don't know what to say but..

I hope he likes it.

Goodnight world.

Life is just bittersweet here & there....

2010-03-29T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hey people, friends and blog readers and also dear visitors!

I'm not dead! I'm just way too busy to blog but I'm lazy as well....

Errhem...I have a friend down to Malaysia all the way from Germany!

So...I have been either spending time with Sheena Liam or Julie Thellmann mostly....

My mum came back from Thailand earlier this month...

And yesterday morning my dearest little sister went off to National Service for 3 DAMN months!

I'll feel more lonelier than ever now at home...

It's so sad to not have her at home despite all the disagreements and arguments we have all the time..

But yet we still love each other!

I know we look like TWINS! But she's the hot and spicy twin..while I m the sweet and sexy and tasty twin!..haha...

Sis, Me & Julie!

Well...Wondering what did I do for Earth Hour?

Nothing actually...Errrmm..

I did something but it was...

Off the lights but not in my home..

I did off everything for an hour last year but this year NOO..

I don't know..I just don't have the feeling...

Yesterday morning, I went for a wedding...

A German and an Indian..

They are really a beautiful awesome good looking couple!

Haha...

My mum asked Julie to get me a boyfriend from Germany..

Julie wanted to pair me up with her brother that looks like PRINCE HARRY!

So cute...! But I was cracking up... XD

She went like my little brother is 20 and he studies Economics like me...

PERFECT!

All I can do was laugh.. =D

I cannot forget about a boy I used to fell head over heels for.

Eventhough he broke my heart and hurt me and make me cry...

But yet I still like him.

And I think he might be reading this..

There's a guy that likes me now.

But he is younger than me..

I like him too...

OMG! What am I to do?

Stay single?Prove to one of them?

I know I can't have both...

I have a past..I wouldn't wanna tell anyone..

I shall live with no regrets...you know..

Living with regrets is not worth living...

Sometimes you will never know til you experience things...

Make mistakes and try not to repeat those mistakes..

And do things the right way.

I have to go sleep!

Goodnight World!

Why am I so stupid?

Dear God, lead me to the right place please...

BOO!

2010-03-20T20:50:00.001+08:00

Hello People!

Stay tune for more!

Cause I will be back soon!

I m not dead or anything..haha

I HEART JOHN PARK!

2010-03-07T12:45:00.001+08:00

John Park got eliminated!
I actually went to the American Idol official website..
To look on how to vote...
But there was no way to vote online and only by land lines and cellphones...
In the US..
Ahh man!....
And now, he got voted off! =(

Nooo...They lost another good singer!
Last week, they kicked Mexican boy Joe Munoz out!
Now, Korean boy out!
My first favourite was John Park aka the Korean boy!
According to my bestie Sheena, he can't sing and he should be modeling..but I disagreed with her..
He totally can sing!

He's hot! Tall!
Plays the guitar,drums and piano!
21 and awesome!

Why can I never find guys like him here?...
Haha...
Anyways, he will definitely receive other opportunities in the near future..

PS: I miss all the girl talks during Sleepover!

PS: I know I haven't updated for like so long!...But when John Park got eliminated, I just felt sad..and like I don't wanna watch American Idol Season 9. So, I just wanted to blog a little about him cuz I really like him!

WHY?

2010-02-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

Well...I just read my star sign thingy.
It says beware of a PAST LOVER!

Okay...
It's effing sad to see the person you used to love/like...
Holding another girl's hand...
Just seeing him saying those three words to that girl..
Would just make my heart stop for a second..
Making it public.
Maybe it's just his kinda way...
But it's just not the right thing to do..
When you know a girl that's going head over heels for you..
Actually will find out.
Sometimes I wondered what was wrong with me?
But I can never get this answer from him.
Yeah, I m not perfect.
Remember, I was really upset when you said I was tempting you.
If I can't let it out on you, might as well I let it out here.
Because this is the only place I can really let it all out..not all as in everything.
But some feelings.

I made a great first impression yesterday!

I just discovered that I m a wonderful person.

Though I might not be perfect like every other girl.

Goodnight people.

Everything Happens For A Reason

2010-02-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

Well...I know I m like not blogging since...
Centuries for everyone waiting for me to blog..
But it's just that sometimes I can't help but not blog...
I m just plain lazy...

Now, time is really very limited.
I have loads to do everyday..
Not much of hanging outs for quite sometime.
Not to mention how LONG have I not seen Sheena Liam?
I missed her so much.

But I finally got to hang out with Casey, Gloria, Navin and Gurpreet.
Though we didn't do much besides McD-ing at Bdr. Tun Hussein Onn.
Talking and laughing away about life.
After that, we just came up with the idea of going up Enggang Hill..
Near Casey's place.
So they decided to have a bunk over at my place.
To watch DVDS..
We bought Ju-On: Black Ghost & White Ghost and Case 39.
We were watching Ju-on but the whole story line was so lame and weird.
Never understood anything except a grandma with a Molten basketball..
And Casey kept saying "Damn those Japanese Girls"..."Why are they so hot?"

So, we decided to changed to Case 39.
The movie started but everyone began to fall asleep.
Gloria,Navin,me then Casey...
They broke it to me that they just wanted to bunk over and sleep..
No morning walks! I was whattt? okay...
They left at 15 minutes past 8AM.

So much going on actually..
I have so much to blog about but wait...
Kris Allen Showcase pics...
I've got the videos but they take ages to upload...
I will upload them when I can..
So, drool on them pics..
I honestly thinks he's a cutie!
I got invited to the showcase...
Sorry I didn't brought any of you my besties..
My dad was my friend that night!... =D

JJ & Ean

Alrighty...

That's all for his showcase...

If you have any questions..

Leave 'em in the chatbox.

Will get back to you.

MHAS Thanam's Farewell & Kalpana Birthday

MHAS stands for Malaysian Healthy Ageing Society.

I worked there previously as an assistant to the secretary.

Which was Ms.Thanam that was leaving the society.

Kalpana's the new assistant.

And the new secretary is Ms.Renuga.

So, here are the pics only.

Not much to talk about.

The card I made for Aunty Thanam

This was for Kalpana.

Committees of the society.

Me & Aunty Thanam.

Kalpana & Aunty Thanam

Kalpana.Uncle Dominic.Me.Aunty Thanam

Dad.Aunty Renuga.Uncle dunno.Uncle Dom.Kalpana.Aunty Thanam.Aunty Sivanes.
Che Engku.

That's long. Phew..LOL

Just a random pic.

Pretty enough?..LOL

What else?..
Yeah..One of my besties..
Came back for her CNY's holidays.
A week.
So we went out for a movie and lunch.
Lunch was at Subway.
Since, I love sandwiches.

I requested for every vegetables in my sandwich except for cucumbers.
But Joey had all veggies in hers.
So look what they wrote on my sandwich wrapper..

Oh cucumber instead of NO CUCUMBER. LOL

I forgave her cuz it was 11am and they just opened.

They were no ONIONS too.

Public transports sucks to the max!
Some guy were staring at me the whole time I was in the train.
It's so hard to come from a mix parentage and not get the stares.
I got groped in the bus before.Train as well.
Eeww! And to those people..
The word "sorry" don't exist in their dictionary.
They realised what they were doing but yet they never apologised.
Maybe they're so effed up and got nobody to grope.

Joey Low and I came home early.
So, we just decided to take photos.
Here are some.

Go cut your hair.Seriously.
It's too long.
She's cute you know.

As I remembered, we didn't put make-up on.
I m just a genius at this.

Subwayyy XD

I m never good at posing.
Joey made me posed.

With heels.
Hottie or Nottie?
Haha

Cropped this out.
Love the tinted colour.

Nikki went to the groomer's.
Surprising, it was leashed.
When, I pulled her right in front the doorstep of the shop.
She went ice-cold freezed.
My dad said it remembered that this was the place she lost all her fur.
Haha..Damn funny dad!
But I had to dragged her in.
Nikki smelt damn nice!

Like a KAMBING after she was groomed!

It's a Shih-Tzu by the way.

I had to give it a bath after 3 days again.
This was after drying her out.

My dad went to the shops at Sungai Long.
Where Secret Recipe is.
I was waiting in the car.
The car was parked beside a Malaysian Blue & Red Wira Taxi.
After a while,
singing and bursting out to the music on the player...
I realised there was a boy in the taxi staring at me.
I wondered if he knows me.
But, I don't think he does.
He kept staring and staring and staring.
Then I checked myself out in the mirror.
It's not my fault, I m pretty right?
Haha..I m kidding.
Well..stare all you want.

He was sitting next to the driver's seat. =/

You know one of the hardest thing to forget is..
Someone you felt head over heels for like so long...
And when he suddenly appeared back in your life...
Started talking to you in a way...
He makes you so confused about what's he's saying.
It's just so sad he can never answer my only question to him..
"Do you like me?"
But there was a sentence he uttered that hit me right in the heart.
When we talked seriously...
It made me feel really sad...
Cuz of the way of him putting words together and uttering them to me.
Sometimes I do feel jealous but...
There was nothing I can ever do to change anything.

Anyways,
Happy Chinese New Year!
May the tiger year brings you guys more prosperity..
Good luck, wealth, health and joy...
And Happy Valentines to all the couples out there!
And to all the single people!
There's nothing to be sad and to whine about!

Awesome Runner!
I miss you!
LOL
Glad you got well already.

Alright..
Hope this is one hell of a good update..
After like soo long...
I apologised for the delay really...
I m friggin busy... =)
Mummy..I miss you!
I call my mum like every two days..
More than once.

I Can Never Asked For More

2010-02-10T00:03:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging for some time.

But I have loads to blog about.

This month has been really full of surprises for me.

So stay tuned!

Posts will be about

- Kris Allen's Showcase in KL

- Farewell & Birthday Party

If you would like to know more..

Just stay tuned!

Thanks a lot for viewing my blog people!

Love all of you!

Not knowing what lies ahead.

2010-01-31T15:58:00.005+08:00

Things have been really like a bumpy road for me.

As we all know,

When we gain something, we lose something too.

You can never have or gain both at one go.

I have nowhere to go.

So do I have nobody at home to talk.

My sister is always at work or maybe we never even talk about anything.

Cuz we never see eye to eye most of the time.

But we are still sisters.

How I wished I had a brother.

I know I have like the best parents in the world.

But sometimes its this ONE question that triggers me the most.

"Do you like mommy or daddy better?"

Well..I love daddy but sometimes when I can't do something.

He just puts his sour face on the whole time to me.

I don't like that really.

But still I love daddy.

Mommy gives me everything I want and need.

She cooks for me.

Eventhough once in a while we might have different perceptions on things.

And even misunderstandings.

I love her!

But I love both of them!

Now, I shall start my 3rd sem soon..

But I have this feeling in my heart to stop my studies..

I have so many things to think about that I can't study in this condition..

With this much of intelligence and smartness in me...

I should go get a job..I think

How I missed school so much.

Where nothing and nobody can hurt me.

Where life was much more easier.

No dealing with idiotic people around you.

When everyday you get to see your friends with no boundaries.

Now,time is just so limited!

Everyone is scattered everywhere.

Nobody can be able to be at the same place at the same time.

Its too much to ask for as we grow up.

This leaves me not knowing what lies ahead for me.

Now.I even like this guy..

Which I don't know what lies ahead for us.

I only wished everyday that it will work out somehow.

Nothing is comfirmed or certain for me.

My Life = Uncertainty

Went to the FIFA World Cup Trophy Event at Mid Valley.

Supposed to go with dad then he bailed out at the eleventh hour.

Mum went with me.

Tix and pamphlets.

3D-specs for the movie.

Very awesome!

The entrance.

History stuff.

Germany my fav team!

This is CLASSIC!

The moment of truth.

The World Cup Trophy.

I never got to held it but I got to see it.

A pic with the trophy!

I don't even have time to smile for the camera.

They kept going like NEXT!NEXT!

But standing beside the trophy is all that matters.

I m craving for ice-cream.

Mum and I had Swensen's Banana Split.

Mum bought me this cute flip-flop!

I had this farewell dinner to go to.

So their theme is BLUE.

Should be any tones of blue I guess.

So mom bought me this outfit.

I love it!

Do you?

Lol. I was told I looked like Beyonce!

HAHA.

I wish!

Yesterday night.

Was supposed to be quality time with friends.

In the end, Casey and Gloria had to bailed out.

Gloria please get well soon!

Love you.

Zufar is working til late.

Its just me and Navin.

Talking about life.

He missed school just like everyone.

Thanks for listening to my crap.

Thanks for the sundae and drinks.

How I missed the morning walk gang so much.

Heng.Zufar.Navin Jr.Me

Those days.Casey.Navin.Zufar.

Navin Jr.Me.Zufar.Navin

Navin.Casey.Me.Gloria

Besties <3

After you leave school..

You will realised and know who are your besties.

Who's there and who's not?

Who leaves and who stays?

Who rings you only when they need or want something badly?

Who leaves you a text of their new number?

And who doesn't even bother to do so.

Who simply says you LUPA KAWAN without thinking.

But instead they lost your number.

Wow! Such a friend!

I don't get it but I could even pretend I don't know them.

Where are YOU?

No replies and nothing.

I miss YOU!

PS: I have NOT written my new year resolutions. I just have to sit my
ass down and write!

PS: Now I know why I m so grumpy and emo for these few days..THE MONTH
has arrive.I feel like I m in hell! =(

Life Isn't A Bowl of Cherries.

2010-01-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

My finals had passed.
I was brainstorming for quite long.
Never really liked doing this unless I m really interested in the subjects.
I really hope I would do wayyy better this semester.
I think I have suffered enough in my life.

I spent a hang out with my ex-classmates.
Talking about university life and stuff.
They had this really classic look going on when I told them..
Whether they heard about some girl's of our year from high school..
That tied the knot well too soon.
I don't wanna say why but I think you can definitely figure it out yourselves.

I just watched..

It's really sad.
I almost cried.
But it's a story about love.
I have never had relationships like that..
But I have experienced tiny bits of some things in there.
However, it's a good movie.
I loved it! Go watch it!

My life is not perfect.
I lived everyday til now appreciating what I have got in life.
But sometimes..I felt like everyone dislikes me.
Maybe that only happens in my dreams.
Cuz in real life..most people likes and accepts me for who I am.
People say I m really pretty but boys are not chasing.
But I go after boys. I stopped going after boys now.
Cuz I really adore a guy.
I m kinda sad.
We had to be so far but yet I still see him.
Not always but once in a while.

I m missing Sheena and everyone.
The last time was during Christmas Dinner.
And I was crying to Casey on the phone.
Cuz I was terribly scolded by my parents.
Well..Sheena, I miss you.
Hope to see you and the gang soon.
I really wanna talk to you

My dad..is not really happy with me.
I know it.
He always saying things that I might not like to hear.
I m trying my best dad.
At things I m not good in..
Maybe I m not the child you should have.
I m not smart like you.
I m sorry ='(

I know the night is still young but..
I m just all teary now.
Goodnight world!

NOOOO!

2010-01-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

Well...
Just a short update.
Finals in 8 days.
I m still not in the mood of studying.
So stressed up yet kinda moody.

I am always being compared by my parents to my smarter friends.
Its sad though but I try not to take it to heart.
I felt really sorry for being their imperfect child.
Sometimes, I think they deserved a better child..

Yeah...
The other day..
I went inner wear hunting!
LOL..
All the colours were only available in BIG sizes.
WTH?..
My favourite colours all BIG sizes.
Damn it! But I had to take 3 colours..which I thought was nice.
Implants?F-Cup Japanese Cookies?
No way!!

The only colours I liked!

Guess what?

I watched "Wild Child"

Starring Emma Roberts & Alex Pettyfer

OMG!

Alex Pettyfer is such a hottie!

The only British hottie I know that's a year older than me..

An actor & a model.

Hottie!

Burberry Ad! <3

Alex Pettyfer reminds me of the St.John School guy that I like!

Hey! I miss you H....!

PS: I think I m being stalked! I m serious!

Oh God! Tell me this is not happening!
Being stalked is something that can really freak me out..

Bonjour 2010 & Au Revoir 2009!

2010-01-07T22:54:00.003+08:00

Well..first things first...
I have not updated my blog like on a regular basis!
Sometimes, I m just so friggin lazy..
It did crossed my mind to even delete my blog.
But I did wonder what IF I deleted my blog...I have nowhere to express my feelings.
Its here where I leave my LOVE.HATE.JEALOUSY.HAPPY.SAD.ANGRY feelings.

Dear people,
Its 2010 already.
Yesterday I think I was just a little kid eating a KITKAT bar after my lunch during pre-school before I hit the sack!
And today I m 18 going on 19!

Well..Let's walk down memory lane of 2009.
With pics.

During SPM results day.

My results was average.

Not what I wanted but just good enough.

I look like a pontianak! LOL

But there was something that I really loved!

I made a history!

I was the only girl and student in school..

To obtained an A for the SPM ICT paper 2008.

I was overwhelmed!

Almost cried!

And we were the first batch to sat for this paper in the school.

I got an an award for BEST STUDENT FOR ICT.

Awesome!

Messy hair XD

I worked at the Malaysian Healthy Ageing Society.

It was quite fun..

Did some admin kinda work..

Taking buses to and forth.

I was the assistant to the secretary of the society.

Aunty Thanam.

She's a very nice lady!

Oh yeah, I have not blogged about my stay in Penang!

I was sponsored to Penang for the CareGiver's Talk.

Shot from the ferry.

Stayed at the YMCA.

Weee XP...lol

Bangan Bar & Restaurant

So dark inside but a beautiful place.

The singer that sung well.

But I think he's a transvestite.

The pretty hanging pot of blossoms.

The window sill.

Its a big old bungalow turned into a beautiful bar & restaurant.

Really awesome!

Went to the Khoos Clan place.

I enrolled myself in Multimedia University.

June Intake.

Met new people.

Made new friends.

Chris the tall basketball player.

Asmath my Sri Lankan friend with an accent. LOL

I made many friends...

And some just refused to talk to me for some reasons now.

I don't know myself.

I hung out a lot with my besties.

We had a lot of fun and sad times together.

Casey's video thingy.

Besties!

Well...I think..I just wanna make it short and sweet.

My birthday last year was not perfect.

Most forgot but at least some besties remembered.

Sheena somehow texted me.

Sheena: Happy Birthday Beautiful. Read my blog =)

Here's the link.

My 2009 Birthday Post By Sheena

She wrote an awesome post about me.

When I read it, tears were flowing from my eyes.

I was so touched..

By the way, yeah...

Thanks Chia Hui for the birthday treat.

Thank you..

Its very nice of you.

And my seniors and friends at campus.

Thank you for singing "Happy Birthday"

Almost the whole day.

Thanks for the cake!

I got over a boy which was so hard to get OVER!

But he never really liked me for who I am.

He just wanted me for some other things.

I got to know this boy.
Quite aloof.

But all of a sudden..

POOF!!

Status: In a relationship.

When he told me he didnt like anyone

But 2 days later, he actually got a GIRLFRIEND!

I m over him as well..

He's just a friend.

I went to my sis MSSS run.

Saw a guy!

OMG! He's such a cute guy!
He's kinda tall for his age!
I think he's hot.
And yeah he's the St.John school guy I mentioned in the post before this that I really like..

Asked my sister about him a little.

But I kinda annoyed her.

How I felt like getting to know him.

Or get to see him again.

Haha..One day!

At the track run events at Bukit Jalil Stadium.

I saw him AGAIN!

This time I told myself.

I m going to get his number no matter what.

I m not going home empty handed.

But I never actually asked him!

I got his number from my sis's friend.

WEEEE!

But I didnt told him who was I.

So he never really cared about talking to me.

The St.John guy I pointed with an arrow.

Well..After he knew..

He talked to me..

Quite alot...

The rest is history!

I dont wanna spill too much here.

The last sweetest thing was a date with him.

Went for a movie.

But time just passed so fast.

He hugged me and left.

I was already missing him.

I've been telling Sheena that I m not pretty & hot..

Guess what she said?

LOL. Thanks Sheena.I will.

I texted him before I slept on New Year's Eve.

And midnight as well.

But I know he was asleep.

I doodled them white cuz its a repeat.

And he was indeed sleeping..

When I woke up..

I got this a text from him.

Weee... =)

Well..2009 was an up and down year for me!

Hope I have a better year this year!

I have to start writing down my new year resolutions!

I have cried,laughed,fooled around,do fun things last year!

I'mma rock this year if I can!

By the way, I went for a dance party on the 2nd of Jan 2010.

Organised by Malaysian Healthy Ageing Society.

I wore a dress given by Sheena.

I learnt some dance steps.

LOL

Here's a pic of me.

I think I looked really different. O.o

To my parents,

I m sorry for everything I've done wrong.

Please forgive me and dont keep any grudges towards me.

I love you both!

Mum & Dad!

To my besties,

I love you all...

Sheena,Gloria,Casey...Joey

Everyone...If you think you are my bestie...

Thank you for being here with me..
When I needed you.

Oh...Grandma's birthday is on the 1st of Jan.
Happy Birthday Grandma!
I love you!
Hope to visit you soon!

And my dearest best guy friend!
Casey!

Happy 19th Birthday!
Stay cute..hot..what else?
Haha..
Sorry, I can't celebrate with you and the gang!

Let's rock this year!

Let's do it!

I wanna GET A boyfriend!

Cuz I really like him.

FYI, I m NOT desperate!

I think I m in love..

With him...

The Last Sweetest Thing of 2009.

2010-01-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

I was back home at 11pm on New Year's Eve.
Long story.
My bus delayed and everything.
Dad didn't picked me up from Puduraya.
So..I had to catch the bus to get home.
I was all wore out when I got home....

Well...I went out with..the St.John's School guy that I like.
Its like a second date.
I totally like him.
We spent two hours talking about each other.
He has the cutest laugh..
It just puts a smile on my face... =)
I think I mentioned before that tall guys really attract me.
I m not saying that I dont like shorter guys...
This guy is tall..178cm..
Weee...I really like him!

Movie tix!

I think I am in love!

Time does sail.

2009-12-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

Oh now.
I have so much to blog about.

Okay lets start with the Diwali Nite.
I went to my cousie's place.
Pics mean a thousand words.
So. lets just let the pics flow.

Ian.Me.Sis.Samuel

Us! XD

Cousie.Sis.Me

Yeah! Finally Ian and I met for the first time ever!

Haha..I can tell that he's excited to meet me.

He's really funny.

Cute as well lo.

Studying in the same school as my cousie.

SMK Seri Mutiara.

And if you are wondering how old he is?

16 years old.

Kinda miss him. lol

We havent been talking in a while.

Next up.

I went out for Chrismas Dinner with the gang.

Pics coming through.

Pressies for the besties!

They are customized notebooks.

Very awesome!

Evonne.Gloria.Sheena.Me.

The Boys

This is the back cover of the my notebook to them.

Totally awesome.

Okay...First Sheena.

I m really sorry I had to take those pics off your blog.

Then I dont even wanna mention what happened that night!

But you guys were really funny!

And scary at the same time.

I had a Christmas Photo Taking Session.

Pics flowing.

Well...if there's Christmas.

There are also presents.

These were my gifts for this Christmas.

Sheena's gift to me. <3

There's a mini cooper on it!

Thank you babe!

Love you darling!

Casey's gift.

A pen with teddybears at the end.

Love ya! Thank you

Gloria's gift to me!

Pretty <3

Card attached to it <3

I love you darling!

Muaxxie

Evonne's Gift!

Thank you! <3

Card attached.

Extra gifts from Evonne!

Candy Canes! <3

My family were invited for a dinner at Aunty Thanam and Uncle Dom's.

At Venice Hill.

A set of bling!

Red blings!

Pretty <3

Oh yeah!

I almost forgot.

I won the Dermalogica Capture Your Clean Start Competition!

I m the winner for the 3rd week of November.

Some random stuff..By the way, the picture that I sent to them was taken by none other than Sheenababe! Thank you babe!

The link is below.

Click on this!

I won an amenity kit worth RM60.

The prize came in the mail.

The letter.

The kit!

Damn small!

Everything in it!

Super tiny! =(

Well...that's practically my update!

You know I have this very old Valentine Card!

Which I never actually gave anyone...

Sadly,I couldn't find the right guy for this card.

I guess..I should just have to wait.

The card!

So pretty right?

The inside! <3

The most surprising thing!

I have snipped my hair.

6 inches or more.

But its very little now.

Comparing to the old pics above.

Taken last night.

I think I love my hair now.

But I really regretted snipping it off.

Its not like I had a choice.

My split ends were bad.

It was all dried out.

I would just have to wait for it to grow again.

Thats all I guess for now.

Merry Christmas!

Everyone!

Besties.

Friends.

Friends of friends.

Blog visitors.

Have a great time!

Love you!

XOXO

Blehhhhh

2009-12-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

Oh no.
I m so LAZY to blog.
Maybe cuz I have so much to blog about.
I will revive my blog tomorrow maybe.
I promise =)

Oh.
If you have been following me on Facebook.
I have snipped my hair off.
About 6 inches or more.
I m no longer with the LONG hair of mine.

Oh.
I m GROUNDED!
How GREAT?!

Boys! & Dungs!

2009-12-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Such a weird title huh?
I don't care..

Oh...the past weekend..
I watched a documentary on DUNGS!
It was a really awesome show..
Broadcasted on the History Channel.

It talked about Cow Dungs in India.
Being very useful for soap,toothpaste and other stuff...
Not only dungs but URINE as well...
As for what I can remember watching...
Beetles...can actually rolled up dungs into snow-ball like size...
Very strong for a BEETLE..
Digging in those dungs..
You can actually find more than 100 species of beetles in it.
AMAZING!
In Borneo, there's a 100ft of DUNG..
Filled with so many lives of the earth..
Species of insects.
Cockroaches.Beetles.
EWWW! Disgusting seriously!
That's all about DUNGS.

Boys!
I find 'em such idiotic people sometimes.
When you effin don't like a girl, why CAN'T you effin tell her?
I think they just like the ATTENTION or the FEELING of being chased.
Unlike me..When I don't like a guy, I tell 'em that we can't go on like this.
Some just say they're not into these lovey-dovey things
But the next minute..
POOF!! Status = In a relationship.
Out of nowhere. WTF?
I'd better stop here before I spill more beans!
Anyways, it's really appreciated if you guys could be more...
UNDERSTANDING.

Happy Birthday Lil' Sis

2009-12-08T19:26:00.001+08:00

Me & Lil' Sis

Happy Birthday To My Lil' Sis

You are finally 17.

Sometimes, I even wondered why you are borned so late..

Maybe you should actually be borned January then your birthday wouldnt be that late!

Lol..but its okay I guess...

You grow older more slower...

May all your wishes & dreams come true.

Many happy returns of the day.

Stay pretty but not ANNOYING.

Hope you can find better FRIENDS in life like me.

Friends that can always be there for you.

Study smart and hard!

Hope you do well in your SPM examinations!

Think wiser! Act smarter!
You're still a kid, but you're not a 7-year old!

Take good care of yourself.

God Bless!

Yeah..Also...Another person I know that shares the same birthday as my lil' sis..

Happy Birthday to Gorgor Kelvin Lee!

My very nice senior...

Whom I knew from Orientation.

Machocho Green Monkeys!

Many happy returns to you as well!

May everything you wished for come true!

Stay cute!

God bless..

Have an awesome birthday!

PS: Maybe I should get a dress for the Christmas dinner with the gang. I m not quite sure either.

PS: I m thinking my blog has been visited many times but my "visitors" tend to not leave any messages on my chatbox! That's a stalker, spy and even an intruder to me. So leave a message.

PS: Why do I feel jealous when a girl always scribble on his wall in FACEBOOK?..

Yesterday,

All my troubles seemed so far away

Now it looks as though they're here to stay

Ohh, I believe in yesterday

- Yesterday (Paul McCartney)

My Days Off..

2009-11-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Well....I didnt do much since I was back....
I went out frequently with my parents...
They took me around town...
Had dinner..
Papa John's Pizza...

Seriously...if you guys are pizza lovers...
I recommend this...
Two thumbs up!
It was delicious and awesome!
Papa John's totally beat Domino's,Pizza Hut & Shakey's..
But I m not quite sure about the Canadian Pizza...
I haven't tried it out yet...

My Friday night...
Didn't went quite well...
I have to face the music for something...
I don't think I was even wrong for...
Yeah...Parents...They always scold for a reason...
But sometimes...I think they are picking on me...
That's life I guess...!

Casey tinkled up to go out for a movie...
But tickets were all sold out...
Ninja Assassin! I think Twilight: New Moon as well...
We ended up not hanging out since Gloria's out with her parents
And Sheena was out in town too...
But..those guys sat at McDonald's doing nothing and ended up going home...
LOL.. XD

Then my Saturday night was just fine...
Went grocery shopping with the family...
After that, came home...
And I decided to make a cheesecake...
Well..as you all know I can cook...
But when it comes to bake...I m a real noobie!
Guess what?
This was how I MADE a cheesecake...

See! NO BAKE!

Haha...look how noobie am I?....

I have not tried baking....

But cooking is awesome... :D

The results, it turned out okay...

Not bad..Still boleh makan...

Then, I left for Sheena's crib...

Waited there for Casey to pick us up...

Then off we went to Jusco...

For a movie...

And it's...

It was full of blood and special effects...

Though it was kinda gruesome...

But..Rain was sooo hot!!!

Honestly, I think they CUT many scenes out...

That's bad! LOL

The funny thing was whenever they had a close-up of Rain's face...

Sheena and I kept laughing our butts off...

I just couldn't stand his eyes and hair....

RAIN

That photo above is hot...

Lol....

After that movie, mamak session...

Oh...yeah...

It was me,Sheena,Casey,Gloria and Alvin altogether...

Then home... :)

I had fun....

Lol...

Because your heart is special....

Goooddniteee guys!!!

Peace out!

So much going through my mind now.... ='(

A Piece Of My Life

2009-11-22T22:54:00.001+08:00

Well...I know I haven't typed anything on my blog besides replying messages on my chatbox.
Life has been a beyotcchhh...LOL
I really dislikes obstacles I have been going through in my university life...
I have lost friends I can really rely or depend on if anything EVER happens...

I don't have anyone to love or like?
Because when I say those 3 words..
I LIKE YOU or I LOVE YOU to guys I have feelings for...
I will not hear those words come back..
Or maybe something else comes back...
Something my heart doesn't wanna hear or take... :'(

I want to go on a DATE.
But what the HELL?...
Argghhh...

Well...I might still have feelings for someone I used to love...
But...now...I m feeling so hopeless for this guy who charmed me and left...
There's just many girls around him and they might even like him...
So..obviously I will be left aside...
Sucks to be me then!

Some weekends back...
I hung out with the besties...
We went for dinner at Oldtown Kopitiam..
Then after that...
Off to Sheena's crib...
Bergila-gila...Took pics...Then chatted....

Lets just see pics! XD

Gloria digging for stuff... :D

LOL..Casey being random

???

Me & Casey -BFFs-

BFF!

Funny pic!

Awesome!

Besties!! <3

Check out the slippers -Casey said-

XD Awesome BFFs

We had a blast... XD

They are the people who understands me the most after my parents...

The people who will be there for you...

I knew even if I go to university...

I wouldn't find besties like them anywhere....

Sometimes..when I m so sad...and annoyed of things around me...

I just cry ...There's no one there I could talk to...

I just decided not to bother people that I used to care about but they never care for me...

Then...yesterday...

When I was out with my parents at the Star Hill area...

Walking around and checking out everything in KL...

Had starbucks with the family...

Casey tinkled me up...and asked to act in for his video...

I said okay...

Went to Sheena's crib...

Pics coming your way....

Gloria's scene & Sheena

Sheena babe & me

Roll tape..Action..I m so camera-shy...

Casey & Me...during my scene..

After that...

Went for dinner at somewhere near Leisure Mall..

A restaurant named TEOW CHEW...

Pork belly soup..Claypot Chicken Rice, Fried Vege and Liang Chas...

LOL...Tasty and nice...

Went back to Sheena's crib...

Okay..we had some parents talk thingy...

That means talking about our parents and stuff...

And also...yeah...

Too many girls getting involved in not really good activities...

Getting pregnant and married...

Well..I don't wanna say much...

I have my own life to look after....

But I m damn GUAI lo... XD

Making up my mind on what laptop to get..

Is very hard...

I love the MACBOOK...

But my dad insisted on buying me a PC instead..

Cuz according to him...

University students don't use MACS only PC's..

And MAC are for arts-based people...

In addition, he said I don't know how to operate a MAC...

Convincing him to get me a macbook is so difficult...

Like I m waiting for the stars to drop in my hands... :(

Love isn’t
Always as you see it
Love isn’t
Always as you dream it should be
Love isn’t
Always gonna find you
But this is love
Cause you’re all I’m thinking of

-Same Same (Love Isn't)

Should I give up or just stay where I am?

Cuz I just don't know where I stand now....

2009-11-13T23:23:00.001+08:00
WTH?
I talked to the guy.... first it was okay....
But now here I am....
With a broken heart..
Feeling so hopeless....

At first,you said our differences doesnt matter...
But..now...it suddenly does...
You said you do like me...
I said I like you too!
And now...
Something just tells me...
You actually didnt like me...
Why did you chase me?...
Why did you close my eyes with your hands from behind?
Why did you called me darling,sweetie pie,baby?..

Why does it just have to end up like this?...
Its just so easy for boys..to say...GET OVER WITH...

How many times do I have to tell you?..
I like you...
And I never hear those words come back...

I FEEL LIKE SHiiiiTTTT!!

2009-11-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

Well...these days...Life is getting tougher...
Things have changed...
If only I was given an opportunity to like shine at doing something I really wanted to..
For money and a better life...
I'll give up all these IT crap, pack my bags and off I'll go...

Will update my blog soon!

Nobody says a word here...

You're smart HELLO!..

You're not so smart GOODBYE!...

I feel like a TRASH..seriously... :(

IMPERFECT. FLAWS.

2009-10-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

Well...my friends might tell me...
I m GREAT.PERFECT.PRETTY.HOT.GORGEOUS.
But...I think I have flaws and I m imperfect...
Sometimes I don't even know if I could fix it myself...

Well...lately, I've just got my heart cracked a little bit...
Like what the F?...
Its such a sad feeling when...
We both liked each other but...
I understood his reasons...
But, yeah..he is a really nice boy...

A boy who never cared about how a girl looks
Only her attitudes matter to him...
I don't see much of these types around...
Mostly I see guys go for erm....
(hot hot,pretty pretty girls)
You get what I mean...
He really beats all the guys I used to like on this matter...

Last two weeks, my second semester started...
I thought that nowadays...
I m drifting away from my friends as days passed....
I felt really sad....
I sit alone.Eat alone.Walk everywhere alone.
Basically everything alone la...
Maybe I m just not good enough or even smart enough...
To mingle with them.. :(
I dont know myself...

What I really bother now is finishing my Foundation...
And get lost from that history land...
I know where I belong...
And its here at home...

Okay...Its been a long time since I really blogged about F1..
Formula One that is!
Yes..I m a girl...
I wear miniskirts,put make-up...dress up...
But I do love Formula One racing...and of course football...

My favourite driver...
Kimi Raikkonen...
The hottest and cutest driver around...
This was after Michael Schumacher left Scuderia Ferrari...
He was a LEGEND...
Seven-years of world champion...
But not as hot or cute as Kimi...lol

KIMI!!! Isn't he hot?

*Cool*

Well..during the last Brazilian Grand Prix..

Which Kimi failed to win cuz...

He almost got second place but failed to hitting Webber's car's ass...

But that doesn't mean I dislike him...LOL

I discovered a very very talented and awesome driver...

That kept helding Jenson Button behind him...

Drum ROLLLLL!!!

He is Kamui Kobayashi!!!

A brilliant Japanese driver....

Not that cute though but a good driver...

It's him...

Well...Jenson thought that Kobayashi was actually blocking him from overlapping...

But he was wrong...

Come on Jenson...

Just cuz you can't overlap someone...

It doesn't meant that they are getting in your way...

That's all for Formula 1 racing guys!!

Lol...

Prince charming is still somewhere out there...

Bestie said flirt and dont fall for boys so deeply..

So..you would not get your heart broken....

ISOLATED?! OR JUST LONELY..

2009-10-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

Things have changed a lot these days...
Even before the finals were over...

Slowly...as days passed...
I m drifted away from my friends...
I don't know how?What?Why?....

I come to campus alone. Left alone. Walk everywhere alone.
Eat alone. Sit alone in class...Most of the time...

I just wondered...I m being isolated cuz I m not as SMART as them...or what?
Or I m just supposed to be lonely...
I feel much much better at home in Sungai Long..
Cuz there's nobody here to listen.chat or even eat with me?...

There's one!
But that person tak pernah CARED!
So...dont expect me to talk to you!

Well...I gotta go...now..
Going to the night market ALONE...
To get something to eat...

PS: I disliked being called out to write answers on the board...Especially things I dont know how to solve. :'(